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If you lost a six figure salary job and were having difficulty finding another job in your field, would you take a minimum wage job in the meantime? Why or why not?
I can't tell the difference between reality and my imagination anymore. I feel like everyone is conspiring against me. I look for a meaning behind everything in my life. How do I stop this vicious cycle?
I am spiritual but still desire to have material things like safety, security, and marriage. Should I find a balance or denounce and let go of all material things?
If one has failed in material life, will they succeed in spiritual enlightenment?